Hypnagogia

Everything seems more calmed and movements become subtle.
My mind likes to wander around and I feel that I am me, again.

Hypnagogia is the state in which we are not awake or asleep
We wander within halls of our mind that we aren´t even aware of.

This is not a dream, this is a reality
No, no its not a dream, it's reality
Please don´t wake me up
I´m sorry that I left you
I didn´t want to die

I like to remember the days in which we would fall asleep beneath trees
You would hold my hand and never let me go
My hand would get all sweaty
But i wasn't brave enough to tell you,
I was afraid of making you sad, or mad.
So I would keep all to myself
I´m sorry I never wanted to be a liar
If it was up to me, I would be there with you, forever.

I know you like watching me drink tea.
I would always be up for it, even though you hated it.
I want to thank you for letting me have my cat, Agata.
Even if you were allergic to cats.
I´m really sorry that I can't be there for your birthday
I would have baked a carrot cake for you, I know it's your favorite
I would put my red lipstick on, yeah, the one that you liked so much
And I would let you kiss me, even if that would mess up my make-up.

You know, the sky's still blue
And even though the clouds are sometimes there, to protect you from the sun,
They´ll always go away in summer days.

I just wanted to let you know, that I want you to Stay Golden for me, please.

Stay Gold, ponyboy.